_+ Our Wedding +_

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+_+ Our Wedding+_+

We are married officially on the 10th of June 2006, satursday

It the happiest day of my life...

Let "us recap...

*+_ Our happiest moments_+*

*_* Recap of 1st valentine celebration with Nel *_*

_> These photos are taken in 14th Feb 2004... It our 1st valentine celebration.. Although as expected, no flower or chocolate (cos he is not a romantic guy, and he always very piaseh(embarrassed) if he hold onto flower one.Don't know why?)But still actually looking forward to meet him.. cos don't know what he is up to mah...

Guess Wat, He brought me to Holland V, a Italian restaurant..The same Name with purple color Ninja turtle..Michaelanchno( something like that) Anyway, the menu is all in Italian language & you hardly can pronounced one... Very paiseh loh.. He really impressed me by making the order... and he can actually pronounced the dishes well.Woah!! later, I got ask him, how he know how to pronounced one, he said Italian socor players loh .I nearly (peh san) Malay for faint...

We ordered one pizza & spaghetti ( think I cooked one nicer). Very Ex.. but the ambience' there very posh and romantic.. Got lot of caucasians dinning there one..

He never bring me back again

+_= Review of Nursing days+_=

Photo taken during my ist Nurses' day celebration in 2004..

I very lucky.. I won the lucky draw 7 th price.. which was a fugi digital camera.. till now, I still keep it with mi (although it abit outdated & bulky)...

Signz...........

-> It had been a bad day since my bf caught mi using that wholivesnearyou.com.... As usual,we had a fight. I dont know whether it my infidentity, that caused him to insecure or it is just his insecurity.. Anyway, I would like to clarify with him and had thing sort out.. Hopefully, we can still ROM this yr, and he wont delayed my marriage plan. This stupid guy is someone i really love alot and cant live without with." How do i lives without you,I want to know".
_. I am mentally and physically drained out, my poor uncle had a road traffic aaccident recently, He was a bider and collides into a malaysian van with a great impact...fast speed and accleration, that make him flew over and hemlet was out when he was found lying in a few kilometer distances away from his vehicle. he was UNCONSIOUS upon adimmision to my hospital and was intubated in ED then to ICU, anyway, he is now better but got to relearn everything.Sometime, on and off, he wont recognise mi and he just stared blankly into the open space.. I always go and take care of him.... Hopefully with incentively rehab, he will recovered soon , probably in 2 yr times, as we still dont know what is the extent of the head injury...

Mi dinning in Crystal Jade

Mi had my hair cut "c

-> Recently, I had cut my hair cos I am MOVING UP to a new environment. Tat night, my bf came to do his usual spotcheck.He was shock to find mi bed with this new hair style.. He thought he entered into the wrong room. haha...He made mi pomised to grow back my long hair. So sad..

Future...

-> Very tired, juz finished off night shift,can't slept well.Me always like to day dream and fantasied about stuffs like wedding, marriage life, parenthood. Me and my boyfriend even thought of our babys' name. Recently, I noticed that my filipino colleagues' names are quite long and she told me that it very common to have their name named after their father & mother, so don't be suprised that their name are very long and have four names. Not because they are Angmoh.
-> I want to name my girl Noel , and my bf want to name our boy Zion.I had my fortune telling & hand signs told by a burma occupational therapist before. He said I will have 2 boys, no girl. and i would be a high flyer. Will left for other far country and stay for 2 period of times.Don't know whether it will come true or not. I don't belived in Karma,don't believed in god. I only believe our fate & destiny is within our hands.We had the powers to change and control our life,maybe the circumstances factors are substantial but they dont contributed all.(don't just think you are a loser, you are not born to be one).My philosophy is Must worked hard to get what you want.There is no such free meals in our society. Everything comes with a price.
->Philosophy is the expression of free thoughts of liberation.

When the sun go down...

_> It night shift again.. This is my second round for the month .. Hopefully, nothing big will happened...Although doing nights mean earn more incomes but i would rather not, not because of the 12 hr long shift. It the nurse to patients ratio is 1 nurse to 9 patients, and futhermore if suddenly patient collapses, it would really be a chaos and your time will be so held up with the collapsed case, not to mention about neglecting the rest of the patients nursing care.(alot of bedridden ones, so need to sponge them and do frequent turnings) Not that morning or afternoon shifts dont need to do but it juz too much patients. Hopefully, by the time I come, it will be full house and all those that admitted are walkers and adl independent. Haha ! Fat hope!!
Recently, alot of Dengue fever cases just admitted, and it looked like the epidermic is not getting better. and we called this the "Dengue season". Mi also hope i can ganna bite by ades mosquitoes and fall sick. so that i can escapes the social responsibility and rest in the hospital...
just pray for me, tonight will be a good night...

Nursing

-> In my year of nursing, I had encountered quite some of the tramatic events,I had been thru the sars period. I had patient that grab my hands, collapsed and died in front of me, I can only doing resuscitation and watching helplessly patient ended their last breath or sent them to ICU.(just like those scenes protraying in ER)
what really bring me down is those patients that is unsound, attention seeking and keep harassing nurses, and some of the "chi go beh" patient. (Those uncle who is walker but want young and pretty nurses to sponge them.) You know when hospital keep on emphasising about Patient's rights. Nobody care about Nurses right. Nurses are supposed to bear in slience, endure the humilation and move on. It is sad to said that but this is the truth of the healthcare scene in Singapore.
-> we worked overtime but not being paid overtime, as the task is within your shift work and whatever you can't finish, you had to stay and completed it. If your colleage is nice, She will take over your undone. This is the government setting.
that why nurses are overworked and underpaid. For the nurses to patient ratio one nurse to 6 patients.Sometime with high mc rate, 1 nurse to 8 patients.
-> Nursing is my passion and my childhood ambition. I had dropped chemical engineering to go into nursing. but now I know why there is a shortage of local nurses... I will never given up hope upon nursing, but i will choose to be in private sectors. Maybe after a few more years down the road, nursing will be profession & recognized and nurses will be given authority and treat with respect.